Jon finally got back from US! Yehey! Friday afternoon i was hanging out with friends, my mom called me up and said jon's at my room.. Waaah! Nagulo bangs ko! So i hurried back home.. Awwww.. Sarap ng feeling naghihintay sya sa garden with my mom.. i was sooo happy to see him! Tas he was so excited to give me my pasalubong. Nagulat talaga ako.. super dami nung gusto kong candy! =) Tas he gave me this shoes from Nine West na sobrang pinagttripan ko dati pa.. a wallet, a bag, and an Olympus SP-320.. Na-surprise talaga ako! Ilang araw ko na gusto magphoto tripping kahit sa Intramuros man lang.... Hehehe =)

Hold onto love that is what I do now that I've found you
And from above everything's stinking, they're not around you
And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you
And in the day, everything's complex,
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you

But I miss you when you're gone, that is what I do. Hey, baby!
And it's going to carry on, that is what I do. Hey, baby...

Hold onto my hands, I feel I'm sinking, sinking without you
And to my mind, everything's stinking, stinking without you
And in the night, I could be helpless,
I could be lonely, sleeping without you
And in the day, everything's complex,
There's nothing simple, when I'm not around you

But I miss you when you're gone, that is what I do. Hey, baby!
And it's going to carry on, that is what I do. hey, baby...

I woke up early today to help jon pack. He'll be gone for two weeks, not too long but Man! I'm gonna miss him so much! Weve been inseparable since we got together last year. We spendt most of our time together, even at work, errands, going to mass, at home, etc.... I just can't imagine what it'd be like tomorrow, or the next day without him. Anywayzzz, we went to the embassy at 2...... Then to the airport at 6.. Left him there with the rest of the band. I cried until i got home and we kept on texting. Haaayyy... I'm so so so gonna miss my man! He's not gonna be here for my bday on may 28. so sad! Haaayyy.... I just pray for him to be safe at all times. I can't wait till June 2! Yeah, he'll be back on the 2nd of June.. but he's going back to the US on June 19-30.. and between July-August they might have a show in Canada and Guam. Whoa! I hope by then sanay na ko, hindi na masyado sad.

Jon! Come home na!

To our friends in the US...

May 19 - Orpheum LA
May 25 - Honalulu
May 29 - Maui

- I don't know the exact location of the venues.. Try here: primecouncil.blogdrive.com

Dear Lord,

I thank you for this day. I thank you for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because you are a forgiving and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for your forgiveness.
Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each day and everyday to clear my mind so that i can hear from you. Please broaden my mind so that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent and confess with my mouth my wrong doing, and receive the forgiveness of God. And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example: to strip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray you listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those who are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those who don't know you intimately. I pray for those who are Misjudged and misunderstood. I pray espeacially for those who don't believe. But I thank you that I believe. I believe that God changes people and God changes things
I pray for my brothers and sisters. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that anyone who may be able to read or hear this knows there is no problem, circumstances or situation greater than God. Every battle is in our hands for us to fight. I pray that these words be recieved into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly.

This is My Prayer....

In Jesus' Name,
Amen

Is there nothing sacred anymore when celebrities are deified
And we're still calling some countries third world
And crimes against little ones are punished with little laws
And girls are taught to hide their curves as though they're flaws
And other girls are taught to expose them but not own them
And Boys are taught They can own it all

Is there nothing sacred anymore in the 21st century
And I still get followed 'round in stores
And governments are using our money for reasons other than what they say they're using it for
And small countries fold as their big debt keeps on growing
And silent pain is golden under the guise of religion
And Boys are taught They can own it all

Is there nothing sacred anymore?
Well maybe there never was, at all

Father I didn't really know you
Mother you are so very far away from me
All those birthdays made me cry
My heart kept saying: It's all right
Obviously that's how it was meant to be

Now I know
There was a reason for it all
And I am not lonely anymore
I got my reward
That's why I am loved

I have you
My lover and My friend
You are everything I need
You are the sun, the air I breathe
Without you, life wouldn't be the same
Please never go away
And if you go then don't forget to take me with you

The love that I gave was used against me
Honesty seemed a foreign and old-fashioned word
Maybe I just don't understand
'cause I'm a stranger in this land
Even friends failed to make me feel at home

Now I know
There was a reason for it all
And I am not lonely anymore
I got my reward
That's why I am loved

I have you
My lover and My friend
You are everything I need
You are the sun, the air I breathe
Without you, life wouldn't be the same
Please never go away
And if you go then don't forget to take me with you

Everytime that I m with you boy
Can't believe you share my world, But it's real
And everytime that I hold you close to me
Forever it s all that I can see, How it feels
See I don't give a damn What my homies say, Don't matter anyway
See I never felt this way before
You'll always leave me wantin' more


I hate to see you go even though
I know when you're coming back
It's hard to breathe without you boy
And baby that's a fact
I know sometimes you have to leave
But I wish that you could stay
Everytime you go away

And the very first time that I touched you babe
Couldn't find the words to say, You set me free
And everytime that I kiss your lips
Nothing ever tasted quite like this, oh got so deep

See I don't give a damn
What my homies say
Don't matter anyway
See I've never ever felt this way before
You'll always leave me wantin' more..

I hate to see you go even though
I know when you're coming back
It's hard to breathe without you boy
And baby that's a fact
I know sometimes you have to leave
But I wish that you could stay
Everytime you go away

You re the sunshine of my day
You brighten up my life
You take a piece of me with you
Everytime you say good bye

I hate to see you go even though
I know when you're coming back
It's hard to breathe without you boy
And baby that's a fact
I know sometimes you have to leave
But I wish that you could stay
Everytime you go away
I hate to see you go even though
I know when you're coming back
It's hard to breathe without you boy
And baby that's a fact
I know sometimes you have to leave
But I wish that you could stay
Everytime you go away
I hate to see you go even though
I know when you're coming back
It's hard to breathe without you boy
And baby that's a fact
I know sometimes you have to leave
But I wish that you could stay
Everytime you go away

Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless
Without You
If I Want It (Got IT)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie You Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire
Sing You A Song
Turn My Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy


Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

Baby I'm Happy You're Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)
Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling (Oh)
No Other Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit

I Promise You (Promise You)
I'll Keep Myself Up (Oh)
Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I'll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You (I'm Lovin It, I'm Lovin It)
If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy

Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
That's The Least I Can Do,
Let Me Cater To You
Through The Good (Good)
The Bad (Through The Bad)
The Ups And Downs (Ups And Downs)
I'll Still Be Here For You
Let Me Cater To You
Cause You're Beautiful (You're Beautiful)
I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
I Want To Cater To My Man
Your Heart (Your Heart)
So Pure Your Love Shines Through(Shines Through)
The Darkness We'll Get Through (So Much)
So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
I Want To Cater To My Man

Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

Reflections of your love have come to wither
I thought I'd done my best to memorize
A picture face of you and I together
I haven't come to terms with how we said goodbye
Did you really care? Care at all for me?
Did you really care?
Did you care at all for me?
A displaced little girl wept years in silence
And whispered wishes you'd materialize
She pressed on night and day to keep on living
And tried so many ways to keep her soul alive
Did you really care? Care enough for me?
Did you really care?
Did you care at all for me?
If I'm not quite good enough Or somehow undeserving of A mother's love
You could've had the decency to give me hope
Before you gave me life
Don't you even care? Just the slightest little bit for me
Cause I really need to feel you care
Even once upon a time for me
I need to believe In my heart of heart of hearts you cared for me
I need to understand Why you left me there so helplessly
Don't you even care? Care at all for me Oh...
Reflections of your love have come to wither
I thought I'd done my best to memorize....

10 FIRSTS
first best friend: Welo Rivera
first screen name: Maan
first pet name: Mai
first piercing: EARS
first crush: Miguel Rodriguez.. i was 4
first school: Manresa
first house location: FINLANDIA Makati
first kiss: 11
first car: Toyota Revo, 18

9 LASTS
last time you smoked: Can't remember
last food you ate: Porkchop
last car ride: Last night
last movie you watched: That thing you do
last phone call: Jon
last CD you listened to: My Compilation of Neo-Soul tracks
last song you listened to: Booty - Erykah Badu
last words you said: Ang init

8 HAVE-YOU-EVERS
dated a best friend: Yeah
been arrested: NO
been on TV: YES
eaten sushi: YES
cheated on your BF/GF: yeah, but not with another person, does that counT?
been on a blind date: NO
been out of the country: NO
been in love: Yes

7 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. my butterfly shirt
2. my pink slippers
3. undies
4. my surf shorts
5. beach slippers
6.
7.

6 THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY
1. Woke up
2. Ate
3. Texted Jon
4. Watched TV
5. Surfed d net
6. Drank my medicine

5 FAVORITE THINGS
1. Jon
2. Music
3. My PC
4. Car
5. Cel

4 PEOPLE YOU TRUST THE MOST
1. MY PARENTS
2. Jon
3.
4.

3 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Have a family
2. Travel
3. WATCH My kids grow

2 CHOICES
vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate
hugs or kisses: Hugs

1 PERSON YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?
My Kuya Tonyo

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears
inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise


Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly


I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land


Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly


I can't pretend these tears
Aren't over flowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way
it feels to fly


Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly


Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly